Procrastination in 2013

It is known that I procrastinate and that it takes me forever to get things done. Thats just me and I've always been like that, rather slow. I get shit done, and I do it right but I do it at my own pace.
But now I'm 26, a year after my rebirth and I feel like things need to get done and this procrastination thing has got to go.
The thing is, when I get the procrastinting out of the way what will really be left for me to do? Since now I'm forced to sit and think and do...and what to do? Well thats not hard to answer

I have soooooooooooo many things that I want to do, projects that I want to start, classes to take, businesses to open. WTF?? Whys that? WHy so many ideas and no follow through? Last year I would have told you I have no idea why, but now I can say its honestly because I'm bipolar and well, ideas like to go in and out of our heads quite often. The nature of the beast.

So I'll take this blog as my documented journey to me following through with what were once the ramblings of a bipolar and are now concrete ideas that I want to bring to fruition.

I've too many ideas, and I've enough time so why not start making things happen?
So many questions come to mind first though?

What are all the things I want to do with my life? What do I want to be remembered for? What will make me happy? What is something simple that makes me happy? How will I sustain a healthy life? Will I be able to sustain a stable life financially?
 These are all the new questions that pop into my head when I think about myself, my journey and my future. THat is what this is from here on out, my journey.

I haven't started living.
In my opinion.
And that all needs to change.

So since this is the year of organizing and getting my shit together I need to first make a list of everything that I want to do. And I don't know if people even get me when I say I'm making a list of things I want to do with myself. Its literally a list of the activities and projects I want to have completed in my life. My official process list that I've made is for me, about me ,and in an essence what I want me to be. I will think of it as my Manifest Destiny that I can't go anywhere with out.

Either way this year is the year, I let myself be 25 but it was 26 I was trying to get to, I feel like its my 1st birthday all over again. Life just restarted for me and I'm trying to take advantage of it all the fucking ways I can.