i am now learning that my breakdown was not one of the mind
i was shedding the weight of the years in disillusion
removing from myself the lies that had ridden my skin
permeating a truth in my core i was erupting from a dark abyss
no flashlight but as i activate my light i regenerate and see
pineal waves eb and flow to visual tantras as i see for the first time
and orgasm through my minds eye a 5th dimensional utopia
